trayertrash

My ocd/anxiety over the dumbest shit. I spend so much time getting upset over stupid shit (like the tv not being on the right volume number, the blanket being turned on a specific side, the number of strokes of deodorant I use, the number of bites I take out of food... there's a million things tbh) I've tried quitting, but sometimes I'll have panic attacks over it.

Remember that week when PHF didn't exist & all we had was the chatbox & we didn't think the site would exist again?

I have the flu right now, I can't stop being cold, I don't want to eat, my throat hurts to much to drink anything, I've forced myself to drink water & I feel like death. I wish someone would just blow my brains out to stop my head from hurting. I've been trying to stay as far from Lizzy as possible because I don't want my little princess getting sick :'( Good thing I've been pumping a lot of milk because I'm afraid to feed her right now because of being sick + all the meds in my system. It's only 5:10pm, I need it to be at least 8 so I can go to bed. I've been sitting in my recliner for like 4 hours straight just staring at the ceiling because everything hurts I really hate being sick, I have a shitty immune system & it takes me a week or 2 before I feel better. Kill me now please. :'(

Tbh, it's because of our history with slavery & the civil rights movement of the 60s. If you don't suck up to every black person you see, you're racist. If you don't hire someone that happens to be black, you're racist. If you own a company with 50+ employees, you're required to have a certain number of minorities on your payroll or you can get a HUGE fine/go to jail for being racist. It's the stupidest shit ever. If a non-white person owns a big company, they're not required to have white employees, only white-owned companies are. Fucking stuuupid. If a white person mentions the hypocrisy & racism of that, they're deemed racist. And omfg, ok, I love president Obama, I proudly voted for him twice, but there were SO many times during his first election I was called racist for not agreeing with something he said politically. If you were voting republican, people automatically assumed you were a racist. It was bullshit. It's like if you're not sucking the dick of every black guy, people hate you.

Well, back in my super whore days, I tried just about everything. I've done most things involving bdsm, just nothing that was rapey. I think the whole rape role play thing is disgusting. I've pissed on someone before because they asked nicely & I was like, fuck it why not? They didn't want to piss on me, so it was whatever. Like, I didn't get off it it, but it didn't really gross me out to do it either. It was just something I did once & that was it. And as for the incest, I dated a girl in high school who ended up being my half sister, our parents didn't tell us we were related (my dad had an affair with her mom & they didn't want anyone to know) until we had dated around a year & we had sex a lot... They always said we shouldn't date each other, but we both thought our parents were just being homophobic, so of course we ignored it. I've never gotten off to the thought of incest & never willingly done it with someone , but I've unwillingly done it both with my half-sis & I have a sick family... I'll just leave it to that.

What's racist is never in history have a Native American tribal band had a #1 hit

Fact not theory

I bet Judy's ghost was drowning her for not putting out that biopic of her soon enough

Hopefully Luke is driving & gets put on death row & becomes Bubba's bitch

We all know & love the legendary Eartha Kit or her character Madame Zeroni from the hit movie Holes or her infamous role as Yzma on The Emperor's New Groove therefore, we must ask, was Eartha sacrificed for the illuminati? OH COURSE SHE WAS! All celebrity's are used as sacrifices at some point in their lives, sooner if they plan to reveal the illuminati, later if they follow their rules & accept their sacrifice towards Satan. Look at the facts, Eartha died in 2008, the next year, Sky Ferreira was in 3 music videos & establishing a music career. Could it all be a coincidence? Sure, but look at the gif below, Eartha looks like Sky, or should I say SKY STOLE EARTHA'S IDENTITY AS APART OF AN ILLUMINATI SACRIFICE! Facts: 1. Eartha & Sky were/are underrated as hell but had/have a strong loyal fan base 2. Neither one has ever (as never will) have a #1 song due to a blatant lack of appreciation for their talent 3. Both have done drugs 4. Both of them have breathed oxygen, drank water & used the bathroom at some point in their lives WHERE WILL THE COMPARISONS STOP? Another thing that has caught my attention is Sky's song I Blame Myself. The lyrics are quite obviously about her dealings with the illuminati & her regret for killing someone as legendary as Eartha Kitt. "Underneath it all I know it's not your fault" This is clearly a line of regret for her murder. "How could you know what it feels like To fight the hounds of hell? You think you know me so well How could you know what it feels like To be outside yourself?" When performing a sacrifice towards Satan, you are obligated to walk past the hounds of hell, they are able to smell fear & snitches. The old saying goes 'snitches get bitches' but really, snitches get pushed off of buildings (LINA MORGANA) "You think you know me so well" Yes Sky, the illuminati does know you, they know everything, all of your memories were placed there by them. "How could you know what it feels like to be outside of yourself" This is a very powerful line. After a sacrifice, your original soul is send to purgatory to watch as your new soul is placed on this earth. To be 'outside yourself' is a direct reference towards Sky's original soul showing her new soul the truth. "I blame, I blame, blame myself for my reputation" Guilt is continuing to seem into Sky's brain. Her reputation as a 'flop' is due to her own disobedience towards her masters. There's no one to blame but herself. She has every opprotunity to become the next super star, but her orginial soul has become too poweful. With the growing attention she's getting online, the illumanit knows that just killing her will be too difficult of a task. Her 'drug bust' several months ago was nothing but a ploy. If her masters are able to make the media view her a drug addict, her death will seem somewhat expected. "I'm just a face without a choice" Again, referencing her lack of choice in her career & mind. She doesn't view herself as a person anymore, but just an empty soul, another face in the crowd in this illuminati run world. In conclusion, Sky Ferreira is just another illuminati whore placed on the internet to distract us from the truth. Any of you who see this as a joke are already brainwashed. To un-brainwash yourself, please send me all of your Sky cds, posters & any other sort of media/memorabilia. You are too weak to know how to handle this properly & sending me your collection is the only way to handle this safely.

Lbr, the 3% from sex either came from incest or beastiality

I was too lazy to post my thoughts yesterday. Day 2: I really want a salad from Martins. Day 3: I still really want a salad from Martins. It's not like just salad shit, they have some bum ass pasta I want to tear up. Good thing I get paid today

But... I wanna be the girl under you I wanna be your g.u.y.

I know I'll never buy them lol but I've saved them just incase one day someone's like "oh hey, here's a million dollar for paypal, buy what you want"

Still the biggest whore on the internet

I already knew I was going to be old lol. Having a bottom line means there's some lines you will never cross & aren't afraid to say no when people try to push you over your boundaries.

http://test.griffor.com/index.php?lg=en

I'm 23

"I can punch a cockroach with a book" wtf?

I'll download Please post

Nope, all that came from my craigslist post was a bunch of angry monsters telling me to kill myself lol.

It's the ciiiiiiiircle of dyyyyyyykes

Misfits- Horror Business (Plan 9 Ultra Rare Version) -$14,000 Marianne Faithfull: The Decca Years (Japanese Version) Sealed & Signed -$8,500 Alanis Morissette's first cd Alanis sealed $600 Judy Garland At Carnegie Hall (24K gold CD) $300-400 You?

I also have a folder dedicated towards cds I'll never be able to afford but still really want.

I have a folder on my taskbar with 200+ cds I need but can't afford. When I do have money to spend, I always find something else I need :'(