Honestly without knowing too much about you, you seem like a decent person who was trying to do the right thing, you have acknowledged you went too far with the other member and have apologized and tried to clarify the reasoning (of which I sympathize - I am sure many of our mental healths have suffered during the Pandemic) and I am also sure that you sharing the leak today would have improved several peoples state of mind, if even only for the day so thank you!