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Happy New Year!

Christmas came and left, and 0 Kerlimsas or CLmas.

Am much sad.

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

Now where's my Kerlimas songs 😭 

So...Kerlis new singles coming Jan 27th?

Dear Santa/Jesus/Satan

Kerlimas plz

Also, not Porcelain Black replying to a comment saying she probably won't release music again.

Then post Reload and FMMO and let us continue on without following you anymore lol.

Finished Pokemon Scarlet, working on my dex atm. About 50 till I'm done and get a shiny charm and will start shiny hunting.

Terra raids however are kicking my ass. I feel like all my Pokemon are weak as shit lol. Also started Digimon Survive, and while I agree there's more visual novel than gameplay, but it's really really good. You can cut the tension with a knife and I'm terrified ima get someone killed. 

It's almost that time of year, yano, Christmas.

Will this year FINALLY bring another legendary Kerli-mas? Cause the last one we had has been a couple of years, tho idk if any others can top the Weapons era songs we got. All I want for Xmas is Bubblegum. 🤣

And CLs All In, finally.

New song with Kerli ♥ 

 Wish whatever she was working on a while back would finally come out tho.

Hopefully very soon Kerli will give us more info on the upcoming song, and music video she recorded like 2 weeks ago,  she kinda got us hype then went quiet, again. 

I also really wish I could find out once and for all if there is truly a bubblegum demo/rough studio recording. Was a rumor back when she performed it and never heard anything else of it. So I have my doubts. But would be beyond overjoyed to at least know someone has it/it exists, so then I can sell an organ, maybe a nut, to buy it from someone lmao. Or trade. Cuz currently I have Flaws and Sincerely to trade for other Kerli.

Someone find it for me xo

We were right, Army Of Loves continuation is coming!

Kerli is teasing with Army Of Love on her insta, and a secret insta group. Could we finally be getting the army of love continuation?????? I'd be so fucking happy.

And my boys, Loki and Simba, Loki is gay for Simba and tries to hump him daily, but Simba wants Mischief, my female cat posted earlier.

A pussy love triangle lmao.

This bitch-

Just had a fun experience, here's a lengthy post.

My cousin, who's I've been fairly close with all my life, just lost it or something.

We heard a noise on the porch, which sounded like the cats fighting again so mom went and opened the door as I stood up to help split them up, but it was my cousin Chris. He shoved mom out of the way onto a recliner, broke thru my door and knocked some of my stuff off my shelves, grabbed me by the wrists and held them over my head while he shoved me in a corner, trapping me. He looked possessed, fucking evil look in his eyes. Mom tried to be calm and ask what was wrong and say we loved him and didn't understand. I was scared to death because if she hadn't made him think, he could've easily beat the shit out of me or worse.  He finally let go and grabbed onto my beds headboard, put his head down and cried, then left. Never spoke a single word. He broke our dog gate on the porch in half, that was the noise we heard. Broke the handle on our storm door clean off. Broke my door in half. And threw some of my stuff around.

I guess he walked back to his house, 2 houses up (my moms family basically live in a line. Sister across from us, 2 houses right of hers is my uncle, which is where Chris lives with his gf and newborn daughter. Then mom's mother lives next door to them.)

It took us a minute to even process what had just happened and get semi calmed down. I just can't understand why he came here, of all places. I went to mow my grandmas lawn and the mower wouldn't work so he came and tried to help my dad and I, he seemed perfectly fine, that was about 2 hours before this happened. 

We were told that his dad or someone had taken his keys because he was drunk, as well as some girl he was supposed to meet up with threatened that if he didn't meet her she'd tell his wife what they'd done or something, and it all set him off or something. He's always had anger issues and has become an alcoholic in the past few years. It scares me because he has a few handguns, his dad has several other guns, and with his anger he could easily kill someone. 

5 cop cars came within a few minutes, because his dad called them when he realized he was coming to our house, we had no idea anything was happening. He was arrested and I guess they're holding him for the night or something. The shitty thing is the cops never came to ask us if we were okay or what happened. They talked to his mom and dad and left, when we were the only ones he laid hands on, not to mention him breaking in. His dad said if we wanted to press charges to go ahead, seeing as we literally had nothing to do with it. He apparently tried to take his newborn from his wife's arms, which he clearly wasn't in his right mind and would've hurt her without realizing, so his wife took his newborn girl and their other daughter and left when it started. He even went next door to our grandmas, 70+ and can barely walk, took her cane and threatened to kill her.

I'm still kinda in shock and nerve wracked. Hopefully this means hell lose the right to have guns. And maybe they will get rid of the guns in the house because I honestly think if he'd had his on him, it would have been a lot worse for them or especially us, since we're the ones he "assaulted". (Quotes because while he did shove mom in the ribs and caused her some pain after, and my wrists/arms from the way he grabbed and pulled me around, he did more damage to the house than us, thankfully.)

Family, man.

Looks like Porcelain needs money again or something, randomly dropping merch and every post she makes on insta has "new music link in bio" but it's just Thorns, which is a year old at this point.

Me, crying like a baby at 5am over stranger things season 4 vol 2.

My head hurts from crying so much lol

I hate being unemployed. I've got 5 days to sell stuff or something to pre-order Monster Hunter Sunbreak before its release on the 30th lol. If I don't find a job soon ima lose my damn mind.

Kerli said that she just received the masters for her new stuff and is working on visuals. A commenter said what she was working on (looked like a headphone thing) reminded them of Utopia, and she replied with 👀

She also said she was inspired by apocalypse type things and went deeper for the new stuff.

Hopefully the first singles soon! Gimme more bubblegoth pop.

I distinctly remember begging my Dad to get me Now That's What I Call Music 5 for this song and this song alone. 

I'm old.

11 years ago, and we never heard mention of it again. I still pray daily someone digs up the demo of it or even a soundboard recording because even tho it's cheese, it was so fun I fell in love.

Still want more of this era to come to light because it's really my favorite era she had, that never really saw the light of day, officially. 

https://youtu.be/kNc67-VILSk

Still my fave cover of Running Up That Hill, of course.

I just won a giveaway on twitter for a replica of the gunblade from Final Fantasy 8, I almost shat myself. I got to pick one of these two since the other winner unfollowed the person, and as pretty as the left one is, the original is unmatched. Can't wait to get it and display it!

Picture was too big to upload-

https://ibb.co/4NNdTrj