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Thank you guys!

So, I'm been active more as a late which makes me happy but I wanted to fill you guys in on what I've been doing in my absences & what I'm doing now. I've been meaning to do this for awhile noe bit with school now starting & my busy summer it's been a pain. So basically, to really start it off when I lost my virginity in the summer of 2016, I rushed myself. It wasn't very smart & it affected me negatively I felt like I had no worth because of it & was cutting class. I continued to have sex, then in November I was raped. It happened near my school & he picked me up from there. So, whenever I tried to attend I'd have panic attacks & almost start crying so I failed my sophomore year. Flash forward to June I've now been in therapy since December & I was nervous to go back to school, even though it was a new school I was worried. It's a continuation school so, I'd earn back all of my missed credits as well as the current ones I need. So I started summer school & I was so happy to go to class, I missed it so much! I was late 3 times only! With 0 absences after having not gone to class since December! After summer school was done, 6 weeks, I went to volunteer at a local kindergarten 'cause I really love to help others! & that was for 3 amazing weeks! I skipped January- July's social life cause it was an overall mess. I almost commuted once or twice but I'm overall, fine now. & I'm really proud of myself! Because I can confidently say that overall I'm happy now! Sometimes I'll have a few bad days or a bad week! But I'm really just all smiles! I haven't felt this way since I was a child & I'm just really grateful. Now, I'm still attending my new school & I need to work a bit harder but I know I will starting this next week. Plus, I got student council! So, I'm really excited to do that! Love ya guys! Edit: Oh & I forgot to say but I gave up sex! After I had the best sex ever (+ a few more flings after) I realized I hate hookups. Plus, I want to wait for a guy who's special to me until I start having sex again. Plus, I almost became addicted to sex. Instead of doing drugs or alcohol I'd turn to sex to fill the void & sex even almost led me to meth, coke, & heroin. I became obsessed with the drugs during my grindr days & tried to sell myself so I could use them & eventually OD on them! Booze I also almost sold myself for. I became so attached to the sex that I paid to give head cause I was just looking to get HIV. J knew that if I couldn't get the drugs to kill me, the HIV would & that's what I was hoping for. Other than that, I haven't had sex since June. I made a really good friend though from Grindr so I'm glad about that & since this has happened I've had sex with only 14 men in my life. It's cool in my mind how of I had sex with just one more guy I'd be 15 & I would have already slept with 15 guys. I turn 16 in a few weeks!

Oh & that STI low-key look likes an ass with rural hairs poking out everywhere. & yes I said rural cause they're so far apart

Bless you!

You're welcome darling!

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I'm sorry you've had to go through so much these past few months boo. I'm also sorry for your loss. & it's understandable you'd be sad, pets are family! I just wanted to let you know, that if you ever need me, I'm here for you. My DM's are always open darling

Bless, the lord is real!

MINT! SIGN ME UP I STAN MINT. Imma suck dick for life now, whew!

OMG my worst fear. Sucking dick is too much fun. & I love to swallow too. Well are flavored condoms tasty?

SERVING TRASH. Oh & that's me after & before my hair cut.

4 (OG is better)

Black & White. Taken Today.

As always, my ass is PULSATING

In all honesty, Azealia is better at rapping than Nicki. But see, the problem is, she does not keep that mouth shut. She's a horrible person. She's stupid as well. Now Nicki, she's good & all but she's forgettable. Her music is mediocre. She's really memorable I would say, when she releases a new single. Her music could be a lot better too. They both have problems & they both aren't the best.

I speak it into existence!!! It's undoubtedly one of her best songs & it's CRIMINAL that we can't even hear the goddamn chorus. But if I remember correctly, I think it was never finished

Don't mind the fucked up kitchen. My family is lazy as fuck. I'm still happy I cleaned it though. Btw y'all are beautiful/cute whatever you prefer.

I'm a Libra with a Capricorn rising, Aquarius moon, & a Virgo for Venus, & a Scorpio Midheaven. I'm fascinated with astrology. But I don't know much about Greek mythology unfortunately.

I thought the first one was real

I'm crying this is so sad I can't even it's just too much I'm fuvckinh bawling

I'm.. these are sooo GOOD!!!

Honestly, I love Mel but this bitch needs to get her shit together. First of all, we've only have gotten like 4 snippets and we only have a handful of unreleased songs. Second, if she doesn't want us third ring for new songs she shouldn't tease them! A good example is WDBCF she teased it on her Insta the said we weren't getting it! Like ok I get that, but then if anything leaks that she never plans to use she flips her shit. Somebody, needs to hack her and get all of her old songs cause at this point she has it coming. I mean she's an artist she should expect leaks and not try to terminate every up to date channel or master post that contains them it's simply petty!

Ok so this is probs boring but over the summer I started meditation. I don't do it much anymore cause of school. But when I did I would get these headaches. Yet at night, I would get the feeling someone was watching me and once I did see something I couldn't quite make it out but it felt evil I didn't like the energy so I didn't do it at much. This apparition was black and had eyes I don't quite remember the color but it freaked me out. Also for people who want to know 3-like 4 or 6 is supposed to be the most supernatural time of the night. Besides that though, when I was little when I used to have nightmares of wake up but I was like floating not quite all the way but like 2 inches and then when I would be trying to get grounded I would be picked up like 5 more inches then slammed. I would end up crying but if course my family didn't believe me. I feel like I sound crazy lol

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This was a mess of a thread but it of course was q lovely tooth gap mess!