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when i was a senior in high school, i used to go to school very early because my home was far away from it. it was around 5:30 am, the classroom was still locked so i sat down on the bench in front of it, it was still pretty dark. suddenly i heard someone was crying right behind me. i'm pretty sure i turned pale and i was just frozen, i couldn't and didn't want to look what was behind me. the crying stopped and one of my friends arrived. it's kind of weird though, i spent 14 years studying in that building (been there since i was in kindergarten, it's an institution) but that was the most paranormal thing i've experienced there, kind of expecting more. also, where i live, most people still believe in paranormal stuff, voodoo is one of them. i really didn't want to believe them at first until some of my family members became the victims. my uncle had a house for like three years until he suddenly experienced massive mood swing, he got angry so easily and his health became worse. people were wondering, thinking he was about to go crazy and shit. until one of my relatives who claimed to be a medium said that my uncle was given a gift (an entity) by someone who was envious of him. so we brought him to my relative and his voice suddenly changed and he asked for a cigarette. he finished that cigarette in one drag. my relative said that the entity was as tall as a palm tree (lol, but thinking about it, it's pretty creepy) she said it'd leave my uncle when he became very sick and just to wait until he died. the entity eventually left my uncle's body and he's fine now. just recently, like a month ago, my aunt experienced similar thing but so much worse. she also got sent an entity, her body was covered with wet wounds and smelled foul. we brought her to a witch doctor (it's ridiculous i know, but when you're there, there's nothing to laugh about) and idk what they did to my aunt but her wounds were healed and dried. and i shit you not, when she removed the dried wounds, instead of becoming open wounds it was just her skin as if the dried wounds were just make up being peeled off of her body. i really didn't want to believe this kind of thing but seeing this right in front of my eyes, it's hard to say that i still don't believe in black magic.

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thank you so much

thank you so much for the advice! well, the problem is i'm always stressed lol. i'm definitely taking your advice

thank you i'll post another with a song i really comprehend.

lol, thank you well, i'm not an english native speaker

thank you haha, well, i recorded it while reading the lyrics, having an asian tongue made the pronunciation weird

hey, i need your feedback on my voice. here i'm singing jess glynne's 'my love (acoustic)' i just heard it today and i fell in love with the melody so i gave it a try (so this might not be the best) also i just recorded it with my earpods' mic, so, sorry about the quality. i didn't use instrumental so you guys can hear only my voice to judge it. listen to my voice what do you think of my singing voice? is it bad? is it good? please be honest about it. also, how would you describe my voice? thank you

glad someone knows exactly how it feels to live here lol

i'm not thinking i'm doing it for fame or money (though it'd be nice lol) my thought doesn't go that far, i was planning to learn music during my college break but (again, it's because of the money, it didn't happen) now that i don't want to push my plan back anymore, i want to make time for it by taking a leave. i already have logic pro x, probably going to get ableton (pirated ofc) i understand about that, i really sound like an asshole, but i just compare myself with other kids my age here, they go out and get wasted with their parents money so i just think i can do something else with the same opportunity of getting money from parents. (i know i still sound like an asshole, but i can't help it, comparing yourself to others is part of human nature) i know and yes, i consider music as a hobby which i want to grasp. yeah sure i won't be busy or recording an album but i'm sure i'll be busy with assignment that will leave me no free time. at this point, i can't choose both, i have to pick either going back to college or take a leave and start learning music. i won't take a few years off, just 6 months. hell if i really got fucked up (i really really really hope not) i'd take care of my family business. i'm eyeing akai mpk mini and samson c01, does anyone have recommendations?

oh fuck yessss! here you go, it's in psd file though but i already separate them by letter

i think the same way! thank you and i'll update by the end of the week

thank you, i keep telling myself that i have to take a huge risk because inside i'm tired of playing tame and putting others first before me lol that kind of statement really helps me keeping my determination to reach my goals thank you

i changed my title because it seemed to be misleading lol, i'm planning to take a leave, not dropping out. i mentioned before that i don't wanna push my plan further, i'm afraid i won't be passionate and motivated anymore...

i understand about risky move, but i figure i won't be able to do music and go to college at the same time (i'm majoring in textile craft & fashion studies, which sucks because i'm the only guy in my class and i also can't relate to my classmates. the assignments will spend all of my time) and finding a side job isn't really an option, seeing that i'm living in this kind of country. i'm planning to take a leave (not dropping out) in hope i can really focus on making music and make something out of it. but if something went wrong (i really hope not) i could go back to college the next semester.

hey, i actually don't really want to talk about my personal life here but i really need some opinion and advice on this, i hope y'all can help me okay, so i'm still on my college break at the moment before the new semester (i'd be in my sophomore year if i keep going) and well, i personally think college isn't for me from the start but i still attended classes and managed to get fine grades (3.71 GPA for the first year) because i felt obligated to do so. now, i really want to get myself into music, i asked my parents for some money (i've hung out less than ten times since i was in 8th grade, so it's like i've hung out less than ten times in the last five years) to buy music kit (microphone, midi keyboard, etc.) since before i went to college and until now, they still haven't given the money (keep in mind, i live in southeast asia, nobody really works until they finish college here). the problem is i just really got into music just recently (around 10th grade) so when i told my parents i wanted to start a music project, they were very skeptical about it. now that i've waited for a year, i don't wanna give in and push my plan away anymore because i'm afraid my dream is going to be dead if i don't work on it soon. my parents still don't have the money and i understand that. so i told my parents that i wanted to take a leave (a semester long, the last payment the enrollment is this friday so i'm running out of time) from college so i could focus on my music project, my mom was/is not happy with the idea. she's very skeptical about this and tells me that i have no talent in music (though i argued with here i wouldn't be able to draw if i didn't learn) and she doesn't really buy it. (i might share my covers soon and i'll need some feedback to see if my mom's statement is true or not) the reason why i want to start a music project, and also vlogging is that because i hate living in this country so i just hope if i do that, it'll help me move from this hellhole (living where you have nobody to relate to will drive you crazy. i know because it drives me crazy). my question is, how do i convince my parents (especially my mom, because my dad seems to be on my side) that this is really something i wanna do and i don't wanna push my plan further any longer? thank you.

aww, thanks

yes! looks awesome

thanks and yeah, i think so too but idk what to crossover it with

thank you BTD artwork is the best there is, and that is a cool artwork, also not that hard to copy i guess

they're so great!

Spin-off of this thread Recreating album artworks using other album artworks' styles. These are mine for starters : Sam Hunt's Montevallo in style of Banks' Goddess Banks' Goddess in style of Sam Hunt's Montevallo Sam Hunt's Montevallo in style of Lana Del Rey's Born To Die Oh Wonder's Oh Wonder in style of Broods' Conscious Share yours below

Sam Hunt's Montevallo X Banks' Goddess (totally sam hunt's loss for not hiring me) please make another thread for artwork crossover cause booklet crossover is such a pain in the ass to make lol

i am so gonna do this, should i post it here when it's done?

Marry : Marina and the Diamonds Fuck : Melanie Martinez Kill : Halsey sam hunt, caleb nott (broods), george ezra