Bonnie, if you read this, please release the album. Life doesn't have to be all or nothing. Even though it might not make it mainstream like you intended, the music is still very good and that stands on its own. If you release it, you can still make loyal fans who listen to your music like Lana del Rey, Marina, Charli have. They are not ultra famous or rich like Ariana but they have people who listen to their music and love it. If you release the two albums you have readied, people would listen to all your music, including Bombastic, stars in your heart, which are great. I would listen to the album a lot cause I loved it. Slay is perfect and I love the lyrics (I can really relate to it). You have personality and a signature style which would make some people relate to you and become your loyal fans like Lana's, marina's.