Omg, I'm so sorry boo! :'( I hope everything goes okay with your mum. I haven't had a relative with cancer but I have had several friends who've had it. It's always been tough for them but they made it through fine and are now living happy, healthy lives. It sounds like you're doing a great job of coping as it is, but let us know if you need anything and we'll be happy to help you out.