I had the shittest NYE ever tbh. My friend told me he'd meet up with me at like 10, so I went into the city to meet up with him. When I called to ask where he was, he was like "home". So that friendship's gone. I had another party to go to but I didn't wanna go by myself, so I decided to just go home. On the bus home I started listening to 'Video Games' and by the time I got home I was having the most depressing night ever. I just laid in bed and listened to Lana and cried all night.